Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Fly Away

"When will you be home?" she asks
as we watch the planes take off
We both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead
She's watched me as i crawled and stumbled
As a child, she was my world
And now to let me go, I know she bleeds
and yet she says to me

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

Autumn leaves fell into spring time and
Silver-painted hair
Daddy called one evening saying"We need you. Please come back"
When I saw her laying in her bed
Fragile as a child
Pale just like an angel taking flight
I held her as I cried

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
(Corrine May)
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Thanks for all you've done for me, mama....
I know you are hurt when you let me go... but I never think that you could be so bleed....
I'm sorry for every mistake I made... I'm so damn stubborn n selfish...
I always try to be a very nice person for my friends but fail to make myself a good daughter...
But please believe me, ma... you are the most important person in my life.... ever...
I love you, ma ......


2 comments:

Ge said...

As you said sis... When you look at things only part by part, not as a whole story, you might won't catch the whole true meaning behind it all...
I'm not writing here as a part to say I'm apologize for expressing my feeling, since I'm not... But as you might have realized, against time, I always considered your mom as mine too... Maybe I used to feel differently, but again, against time, things change. Maybe, just like you've said, it's a part of acceptance. Things that I've learned through proccess that's not always easy.. ^.^

ladybug said...

Yeap! I do believe that things will change against time. I was sure u'll write me some comments back, but I didn't expect 'your apology' either. Since everybody has right to express freely his or her opinion by word, in writing, in the press, in picture or in any other form.
That's why I thank you to let me know, something I never thought about.