Sunday, January 25, 2009

Dreams


I have been dreaming a lot lately...vivid ones
Kind of dreams that not only appeared once
Amazing and also horrifying

About nature changeover..

That so pleasant and calm initially, but turned vicious abruptly
Left me breathless, and woke up covered in sweat
Those visions remain undone, and raise my deepest biggest fear

Then about people...

Those who hardly ever meet
And those who do not at the top priority of my interest
But always offer me the constantly wonderful days
It makes me starting to look at them differently
Or should I say, more enthusiastically?
Though sometimes I feel it shouldn't be like this
I'm overreacting!

The nightmares have confused me...
On the contrary, a part of me is longing for those dreams to re-appear
I'm scared, but still I can't resist the weird sensations

And for the time being, I need to learn to keep using my common sense

I have to ...

Friday, January 16, 2009

Jacob Bunardi

Om...
Setahun kemarin kami melepasmu
Bersimbah air mata dan lidah yang kelu
Dengan asa lunglai layu
Saat kau hentikan nafasmu

Selama setahun perjalanan tanpamu
Hidup kami tetap melaju
Peristiwa demi peristiwa berlalu
Tetap kenanganmu ada di kalbu

Dan kini kami ungkapkan
Kerinduan dan kerelaan
Disertai keteguhan iman
Demi kebahagiaanmu dalam Tuhan

Rasanya tidaklah berlebihan
Bila angan menjadi keyakinan...
Satu saat.. kita pasti dipertemukan...

(Mengenang 1 tahun kepergian Om Bun. Semoga jiwanya di Api Pencucian menerima kemurahan hati Allah dan dapat berbahagia bersamaNya di surga)

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Resolusi 2009

1. Belajar gitar

2. Ngurusin badan 2 kg lagi dehh

3. CARI PROJECT LAGIIIIIIIIIII !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


HIDUP ADALAH PERJUANGAN !!!
(hehehee...ini lagi stress ato apa siiy??)