Fly Away

"When will you be home?" she asks

as we watch the planes take off

We both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead

She's watched me as i crawled and stumbled

As a child, she was my world

And now to let me go, I know she bleeds

and yet she says to me

You can fly so high

Keep your gaze upon the sky

I'll be praying every step along the way

Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart

I love you too much to make you stay

Baby fly away

Autumn leaves fell into spring time and

Silver-painted hair

Daddy called one evening saying"We need you. Please come back"

When I saw her laying in her bed

Fragile as a child

Pale just like an angel taking flight

I held her as I cried

You can fly so high

Keep your gaze upon the sky

I'll be praying every step along the way

Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart

I love you too much to make you stay

Baby fly away

I love you too much to make you stay

Baby fly away

(Corrine May)
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Thanks for all you've done for me, mama....

I know you are hurt when you let me go... but I never think that you could be so bleed....

I'm sorry for every mistake I made... I'm so damn stubborn n selfish...

I always try to be a very nice person for my friends but fail to make myself a good daughter...

But please believe me, ma... you are the most important person in my life.... ever...
I love you, ma ......

Wasn't It Yesterday...

Wasn't it yesterday
When we were just strangers, starting one journey to become friends
Wasn't it just yesterday
When we shared tears and laughters, sorrow and glee, never think about an end

Till one day, a chapter of life should be closed
And it seemed to late to realize.. where did the time go?
Why it went by so fast when hearts prefer to crawl instead?

For some moments, life was so blur, full of doubt and fears
Thinking that people we care about will no longer be around
That from this time forward, things would never be the same again

But people have their own fate anyway
Written clearly by The Almighty, remain uncertain for men
However we learned that some poems don't rhyme
And some stories don't have a clear beginning and end
Life is always about not knowing
Having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it
Without knowing what's going to happen next.

One thing for sure I keep in mind
That you and I will meet again
When we're least expecting it
One day in some far off place
I will recognize your face

I won't say goodbye my friend
For you and I will meet again

The 'Orsa' Introduction

Ha... this is trully my 'orsa' post, since I've just encouraged myself to write lil' pieces of my life, which ,I do realize, is not easy to be maintained because of my 'moody' nature :)

What can I tell about me? Hmm..let's see...
I'm not an introvert person but not really the extrovert one. I prefer to listen than to be listened, but as time went by, I learned how to show what I really feel though I mostly wept thru those 'journey of life' :b
My friend once said I have everything inside me, i.e ... so complicated...hehe... vulnerable yet so lovable, have a strong ability to combine laugh, moan and normal cry :b, most of the time calm but can also be as energetic as 'kutu loncat' sometimes..
Reading is always be my major leisure pursuit. My recent favourite books are The Kite Runner and The Alchemist.

Lately, I become more realized that The Almighty always grant His blessing and never ever leave me alone :)