Rasa

kala rasa itu datang menerpa

akal tak mampu merancang dusta

lelah hati sesaat sirna

hanya kalbu tertambat rasa

Langitkuw Kelabuw

baru saja kututup buku itu

ta sadar aku terpaku..

menatap tanggalan merah berganti biru

pertanda liburanku telah berlalu...

aku tau...

esok langit pasti jadi kelabu :(

bukan lagi semarak biru

bertumpuk kerjaan telah menunggu

report ini dan ituuu...

sing sabar ya otakkuuuuuuuuuuuww.... :((

You'll Be In My Heart

(and the song speaks...)

Come stop your crying, It will be alright..

Just take my hand, hold it tight..

I will protect you

from all around you

I will be here, don't you cry..

For one so small, you seem so strong

My arms will hold you, keep you safe and warm

This bond between us, can't be broken

I will be here, don't you cry..

'Cause you'll be in my heart

You'll be in my heart

From this day on.. now and forever more..

You'll be in my heart

no matter what they say..

Yes you'll be in my heart... always..

Why can't they understand the way we feel ?

They just don't trust what they can't explain..

I know we're different..

but deep inside us..

we're not that different at all..

And you'll be in my heart

Yes, you'll be in my heart

From this day on.. now and forever more..

Don't listen to them, 'cause what do they know ?

We need each other to have to hold..

They'll see in time...

I know..

When destiny calls you, you must be strong

I may not be with you, but you've got to hold on

They'll see in time...

I know..

'Cause you'll be in my heart

no matter what they say..

You'll be in my heart..

Always..

(Phil Collins)

Capek

Sometimes I just want to fall asleep,
and never wake up...

Ini Aku

Fajar telah mulai menyingsing

Engkau semakin jauh berjalan

Langkah kakimu kian mantap

Irama lagumu menggugah kalbu

Cahaya indah kemilau...

Ikuti kemana arah membawamu

Tatapanmu nan tajam

Air mukamu tenang...

Setenang air di telaga

(thanks, bu Yuli)

November 1990

Cape' deee....

(hasil browsing di Immanuel ^_^)

Cape dee.....

udah dibilang, ga mau denger..
udah denger, ga mau ngerti..
udah ngerti, ga mau nanya..
udah nanya, ga mau ngerjain..
udah ngerjain..salah pula....
udah salah, ga mau ngaku..
udah ngaku, ga mau b'rubah..
udah b'rubah, tapi hati ga seneng..
udah ga seneng.. ga mau ngomong pula.....


"Apapun yang kamu perbuat, perbuatlah dengan segenap hatimu...seperti untuk Tuhan dan bukan untuk manusia" (Kol 3:23)

Pundi-Pundi Sang Kacung

pundi-pundi sang kacung...
cukup laah buat makan di warung
menunya krupuk en rebung
plus nasi sementung..... :)

ambisi si kacung...
hidup tenang, s'lalu b'runtung...
s'lama duit bulanan bisa ditabung..
en genk mentunk masi tetep gemblung
lanjutkan saja pertarungan ini, bung !!!

:)

Ciledug

Ciledug....Ciledug.....

Jauhnya euuuuyy.....bikin mabug...

Nyampe di tempat..cuma dudug-dudug...

Nungguin tumjahe kerja...malah ngantug....

Ciledug....Ciledug.....
Jalanannya muacettt... jadi suntug...
Angkot plus Mikrolet... uuuhhh...blegug !!!!

**NOT**

satu kata
ada makna

satu nama
beragam warna

satu wanita
banyak cerita

satu jiwa
penuh asa

satu cinta
untuk Tia

............

satu doa
slalu dipinta

"Hyang Esa,
kuingin bahagia"

Not..
Jangan kalut..
Kamulah cinta-Nya
Percaya saja..
Jalan-Nya SEMPURNA

***

(Not.... "Uda Disaosin" yuuuuuuuu......muachhhh..... ^_^)

Leave Out All The Rest

(Linkin Park)

I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared

But no one would listen, 'cause no one else cared

After my dreaming, I woke with this fear

What am I leaving when I'm done here?

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed

Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest, don't be afraid

I've taken my beating, I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through

I've never been perfect, but neither have you

So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed

Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide it so well

Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself

I can't be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done

Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed

Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty

Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest

Leave out all the rest...

Ulang Tahun Dara

Hari ini genap masanya..
Sang gadis selangkah lebih dewasa
Bertaut gundah, saat ini tetaplah istimewa
Angka 25 penuh arti, penuh makna


Janganlah resah kau, dara...
Akan selalu ada banyak cinta..
Hatimu ta'kan merana...


Happy Birthday, Tootsky.... muaachhh... :)

IBU

Arti IBU dalam hidup:
IBU adalah orang yang serba kekurangan.
Dia kurang pandai dalam menghitung kesalahan-kesalahan anaknya...
Dia kurang mampu mengingat beban hidup akibat perbuatan-perbuatan anaknya...
Dia kekurangan waktu untuk dirinya sendiri.. karena seluruh waktu adalah milik anaknya...

Semoga masih ada waktu untuk membahagiakan IBU...

Happy Birthday, Mama...

Who-Ville Citizens

Dear Folks,

Has anyone read Dr Seuss - Horton Hears a Who? It's an interesting story, so funny, so meaningful, lots of lesson. It tells about a caring, kindhearted elephant named Horton, who hears a tiny yelp coming from the dust speck that floated past him in the air. Believing that somebody might be living in it, he gives all his effort to keep the speck save. In fact, the dust speck indeed a universe for such microscopic creatures led by Ned McDodd, the mayor of Who-Ville, who enlists all of his people to make noise by shouting, "WE ARE HERE!", so everyone can hear them.

Lately I've been thinking, that we are the real Who-Ville citizens... aren't we? Shouting, "We are here!", but still no one up there attempt to hear us. Pretending that we're not really exist... that we're nothing. And you... Gentlemen... think that you could control our destiny and keep playing with our lives.

But that's OK... we should thank all of you anyway....

'Cause it makes us that much stronger..

Makes us work a little bit harder..

Makes us that much wiser..

So thanks for making us FIGHTERS!!!

(Fighter by Christina Aguilera)

"A person's a person, no matter how small"

M.U

same name, different story
overcome the world in unity
trying hard to bring back the glory
nearly loosing our sanity
but still unified as family

people know Alex Ferguson as lead
but here we're proud to have Didit
shows the world of what we did
with special things in it

things that will adhere
and proudly we might declare
in spite of all the nightmares
we truly learn how

to share...












to forgive...








to love...












to speak...








to balance life...









to respect the nature...









to live healthy...









to work as a team...








to dream to be a leader...







to have fun and enjoy parties...












to be a good singer!!









to Xpress ourselves ;)












to let go.......
(too many farewell pics to be posted..... can't choose even one....**sighh....**)

to stay connected!!









to appreciate friendship !!









the ball has reached the gate
the time has come to the limit
but what we have is to commit
wherever we are, let's stay connected ! :)


-Tribute to Didit Herawan-

We won't say goodbye pak, for our paths might cross again someday. Goodluck for your dissertation (jia you paaaak !!!!!) and may you have a happy ever after life with beloving family.



**again...by m.o.i & ladybug**

Dua Sahabat

dua sahabat

berdebat tapi tetap hangat

erat...berjabat

walau hela nafas berat

dua sahabat
kalo ngomong muncrat-muncrat
kadang-kadang bikin bohwat
untung ga ada perang granat


dua sahabat
tiap hari lempar damprat
daripada bradu hujat
mending balik..adu pantat!



(dedicated to mamakLIST and her very diagonal best friend)


**lopyuolwesmakmuachhmuachhPIIIIIISSSSSSSheheee**
-m.o.i & ladybug-

Mahluk Ambisius yang Mutungan

tersebutlah sebongkah jiwa yang berakal

dengan pongah mengaku berintelektual

lugas berkata, bercerita dan membual

mengumbar kemegahan diri serasa tak bercela
haus kuasa dan pengukuhan strata

s'lalu gigih berusaha
dengan menghalalkan segala cara


bertingkah layaknya anak manja
lihai merajuk dan bersandiwara
merasa bangga atas kemampuannya berlaga
hingga melupakan tata krama


pandai ber-taichi mengalihkan kesalahan
sungguh menjiwai lakon "makan teman"
ambisi tinggi, bergaya arogan
sering blingsatan bak kesetanan


benar-benar sungguh men-jijay-kan..
bagiku kau tak lain, tak bukan...
hanya mahluk ambisius yang mutungan !!

Dreams

I have been dreaming a lot lately...vivid ones

Kind of dreams that not only appeared once

Amazing and also horrifying

About nature changeover..

That so pleasant and calm initially, but turned vicious abruptly

Left me breathless, and woke up covered in sweat

Those visions remain undone, and raise my deepest biggest fear

Then about people...

Those who hardly ever meet

And those who do not at the top priority of my interest

But always offer me the constantly wonderful days

It makes me starting to look at them differently

Or should I say, more enthusiastically?

Though sometimes I feel it shouldn't be like this

I'm overreacting!

The nightmares have confused me...

On the contrary, a part of me is longing for those dreams to re-appear

I'm scared, but still I can't resist the weird sensations

And for the time being, I need to learn to keep using my common sense

I have to ...

Jacob Bunardi

Om...
Setahun kemarin kami melepasmu
Bersimbah air mata dan lidah yang kelu
Dengan asa lunglai layu
Saat kau hentikan nafasmu

Selama setahun perjalanan tanpamu
Hidup kami tetap melaju
Peristiwa demi peristiwa berlalu
Tetap kenanganmu ada di kalbu

Dan kini kami ungkapkan
Kerinduan dan kerelaan
Disertai keteguhan iman
Demi kebahagiaanmu dalam Tuhan

Rasanya tidaklah berlebihan
Bila angan menjadi keyakinan...
Satu saat.. kita pasti dipertemukan...

(Mengenang 1 tahun kepergian Om Bun. Semoga jiwanya di Api Pencucian menerima kemurahan hati Allah dan dapat berbahagia bersamaNya di surga)

Resolusi 2009

1. Belajar gitar

2. Ngurusin badan 2 kg lagi dehh

3. CARI PROJECT LAGIIIIIIIIIII !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


HIDUP ADALAH PERJUANGAN !!!
(hehehee...ini lagi stress ato apa siiy??)